Day 39

Tomorrow is Day 40! So close to beating my last attempt. Things are good in the life of this quitter. Been feeling a few temptations, but like I said in my last post, it's been easier and easier to turn down. I've stayed up kinda late a couple of nights this week, and while the thought has crossed my mind of looking up something racy, I've just felt this feeling, almost of disgust at doing such a thing. It's weird. I feel farther and farther away from the desire to look at porn. I was thinking the other day about how good it feels, and one of the best parts about it is that when I would look at porn, the worst feeling was towards my wife, just feeling that I had let her down. That shame felt terrible, and just knowing that I don't have to deal with that is one of the best things about this whole quitting process. Tomorrow should be a great day, as should this weekend. I hope you are still going strong.