Thursday, March 26, 2009

Day 60

It's been 10 days since my last post, and I suppose that can be a good and bad thing. On one hand, I need to keep writing to stay accountable and get things off my chest. On the other, I haven't really been thinking about looking at porn or writing about not looking at porn, so that is good in a sense. Last week was extremely hectic, with hardly any time to myself, so that is one reason why I haven't updated recently. And this week, well, I just got a new video game and it's been taking up a lot of my time. Hehe. But less time alone on the comp is always good. I feel great. We've been going to church more regularly now, and before when I was in my porn phase, I hated going to church because I would feel so guilty. I felt like I was living a lie. But now when we go, I feel so good, like I'm honoring God and my wife, and I have nothing to hide. It's great. Life is pretty good right now. I hope things are going ok for you too.

2 comments:

Fighting said...

Congrats. Glad to 'check in' and see that your doing well! Keep it up. God Brings hard things into our lives to bring us closer too Him, take advantage of your fallenness and make it an oppurtunity to grow closer to God. Good luck dude... What video game btw? :P

It's good to be a Quitter said...

You must be around 70 days by now - I'm sure you're doing great! I'm right behind you, but don't let me catch up. Good to hear church feels good again. I know exactly how you feel. And yeah, what video game? lol (I guess we're not that different)